Ecce Homo

Rev. Eddie Long, pastor of the New Birth Missionary Baptist Church just outside of Atlanta, GA, has marched and vociferously argued against homosexuality for nearly a decade.  When recent newstories broke about accusations that Rev. Long coerced young adult men into sex with scriptural justification and gifts, the irony became a rare and inviting delicacy of gossip and snark for some. For others, it made them sick to their stomach and left them with a chill down their spines.  Rev. Long has neither claimed innocence nor confessed guilt. On Sunday, during his first public address since the story broke, he said, “I have never in my life portrayed myself as a perfect man. But I am not the man that’s being portrayed on the television. That’s not me. That is not me.” So who exactly is being portrayed?

Ecce Homo is Latin for “Behold the Man.” It’s what Pontius Pilate said about Jesus as he sought one last (ungranted) reprieve from the mob who wanted him crucified.  A reprieve could be exactly what Rev. Long sought when he gave his sermon to his congregation last Sunday or it could have been what he anticipated he might need one day during this confusing yet revealing clip:

The most revealing part comes about nearly four minutes into the clip. He says “that there are certain folks that you’ll mess up their relationship with God if you bring them too close” to you. “You need someone who can look at you and say that we have this treasure in an earthen vessel.” I don’t know about you, but that’s a lot of pressure.  Who wants the job of being a stand-in for God until some poor misguided soul realizes you’re not? Why set up a recipe for disaster like that?  Who would want to create a role for himself that bodes nothing but a life of secrets as to “protect” his congregation? It seems that Rev. Long does and his astrological chart augurs just that fact.

Eddie Long's chart

I don’t know Rev. Long’s actual birth time, but I’ve guessed him to be an Aquarius rising, because I understand he’s fond of having an entourage, his unconventional approach to his faith and how the planet of confusion and illusion, Neptune, rests on his rising sign right now.  It also makes sense to have the ruler of his ascendant, Saturn, in the sector of his chart that relates to religion and spirituality and ironically bound together at the hip with Neptune.  But the standout aspect for me is his Sun-moon conjunction in Taurus.

In an astrological chart, the principle of the Sun represents the Divine or the Spirit in our lives, our sense of purpose and our willpower. The Moon represents how we reflect and embody that Divinity in our day to day lives. This entails how we respond to the world around us with our physical, mental and emotional bodies.  When the Sun and moon are conjoined in one sign, as in Rev. Long’s case, there’s an convergence of a Divine sense of purpose and how we respond to that sense of purpose in our daily lives.  But this convergence can be blinding and we, in turn, lose objectivity.  We see ourselves as Divine rather than realizing that we reflect the Source.

This is what an earthen treasure looks like!

(Under)Armor of God!

(Under)Armor of God!

This lack of objectivity is exactly what I see when I look at these photos.  Considering that Eddie Long has this Sun-Moon conjunction in Taurus, an Earth sign, it seems clearly evident that he’s enamored with the forms that Spirit takes, whether that be his own body or other material forms, like money or exquisite clothes, furnishings, etc.  (Earth signs deal with the material realm and forms.) The strong Earth flavor of his chart would also heighten his love and interest in sensual delights and pleasures.

Beyond his fascination with the physical (and his current legal woes), where he may be doing his flock a greater disservice is confusing his role as a pastor as the Sun itself rather as a reflection of the light, like the moon.  I believe a pastor’s role is NOT to stand in for God at anytime for anybody, but to stand in for his or her congregation’s own humanity as they strive to realize their Divinity.  In the Bible, “Ecce Homo” was a key moment for the public to behold an all too human Christ, not a “covered” one or a stand-in for God who couldn’t be seen as frail, weak or even “passing gas.” This is where Rev. Long is too beholden to his chart and himself to see clearly.

Using the “Long” way of a “non-denial denial’ and I will not speculate, using his chart, about his guilt or innocence with his upcoming lawsuits. However, I will predict that he’s going to need more than 5 smooth pebbles for each of his lawsuits. (And I do hate how he’s positioned himself as David against Goliath. Who’s Goliath? His young accusers?  Really? I think not.)   It’s not that I don’t think it’s impossible that Rev. Long could do such a thing as he’s been “portrayed.” Actually, it’s an all too human thing for Rev. Long or many in power to do. It always has been. For the sake of his congregation, his family, his accusers, his forward-marching hairline, and his out of control ego, I hope he realizes this, stops “covering” and let us behold the man, clothed in his own humanity.

Strange moments in astro-counseling…

Astrology is an art of mirroring, not so much about causality as some would make it out to be. Earth mirrors the heavens, as the heavens mirror the Earth and it all mirrors the Divine.  But sometimes the mirroring gets, well, weird when you’re an astrologer.

A client asked me a few weeks ago to look at her compatibility with her boyfriend.  Easy enough as I look at synastry (or compatibility between two people based on their pictographic reflections of heaven at their time of birth) frequently.  There was one interesting twist this time: he was born, literally, the day before I was.  I knew his chart all too well, in fact.  Although he doesn’t know his birthtime, there’s much of his chart that’s very close to mine. In fact, the parallels are uncanny. He does a lot of work with technology (as I do); he’s standoffish and guarded about his time (as I am); he researches everything (as I do); and he loves intensely (as I do too). I met him one night recently and we were both wearing plaid shirts. I have only one plaid shirt that I decided to wear on a whim.  Interestingly, one of his current problems with her centers around her being rather untimely and slow-moving (as he puts it). I have had the same problem with her as she’s been woefully late to both of our appointments–a full session that comes with the follow-up.  I talked to her about all of this and even the upcoming transits, which I knew well enough because they’re my transits too.

We may mirror each other, but we are different people.  Light doesn’t gleam off of one mirror the same way in the same location, so it certainly won’t reflect the same way with two different mirrors. My current Saturn-Saturn opposition* has found me much more comfortable working as a hermit in my house, but I am also not in a relationship.  He will have to find his way to deal with his own relationship and his issues as I find my own.

In the interim, I marvel at how my client found me to look at their two charts. This time I not only held up a mirror to her, as I do most times when I cast astrological charts, I became kind of mirror for her and myself as well. I had to reflect on my own vices and virtues in a different way and see a different permutation of what could have been me. I also couldn’t pretend to be completely objective without realizing that part of me was also the subject in question. I guess that’s more often true than I want to recognize. This session with my client became a reminder of my own inter-subjectivity rather than thinking the chart or the mirror speaks for itself.  It never does.

*A Saturn-Saturn opposition happens when you’re about 14 years-old and then again at 42 years old when the Saturn in the sky is in the sign (and degree) opposite to where Saturn was when you were born. It signifies a time when you must carefully take an accounting of the time you’ve had on Earth and see if you’re fulfilling your life purpose and reaping from your work efforts.   It also throws a light on how you’re dealing with your social status in life.  (At 14, though, the Saturn-Saturn opposition feels like your life has become “The Breakfast Club”)

My guest posting on Sassastrology on Libra men…

What did you learn during this past Mercury Retrograde?

Somehow I knew this Mercury retrograde would be personal. Mercury has gone direct right near my Jupiter and my descendant.  I wrote earlier about my Jupiter and a bit about my descendant or 7th house.  (More here.) But I’ve had some interesting reflections on Mercury-related issues of late. I feel like sharing a few.

1) There is such a thing as a le mot juste (the right word) and it’s well worthwhile to find it.  I’ve known a lot of cyber-bullies in my lifetime on the net, and I’ve spent many keyboard clicks tackling them. Hell, I’ve been called one myself. But I saw something this Mercury retro cycle that I’ve never seen before. I saw a cyberbully get effectively “taken out” with the precision of a sniper, in pretty much two tweets or a total of 280 characters.  I won’t bore you with the details, but this cyber-bully (loud-mouthed, know-it-all Sag) went barking up the wrong tree one Sunday morning with some really vicious, violent and unprovoked name-calling against a Virgo woman.  She didn’t have to do much but uncover some of his strange shenanigans with his multiple profiles on twitter and the public fact that he had been disbarred.  All in two tweets, less than 280 characters, not words.  The rest was just other people retweeting her or addenda from other people based on what she had uncovered.  He disappeared for week, claiming that his absence was unrelated to her tweets. (Oh, okay!) He hasn’t apologized publicly, but he also has been quiet as a church mouse too, relatively. Brevity is indeed the soul of wit…and kicking ass.

2) People will often do as much as you allow. If you don’t want to get “it” from all sides, then reduce the fallout by setting boundaries or being much more circumspect in what you give out.  I definitely had some Mercury-related problems this cycle.  One problem I had with clients is that a few were either seriously late (one by an hour) OR who just didn’t show up. So for the first time I had to compose a written policy about cancellations or lateness. I have always had a very folksy practice.  In some ways, I will continue to do so. Some fellow astrologers suggested that I ask for deposits and that jazz, but I’m not doing that.  I have to keep some measure of trust as a recovering cynic. I think my new policies will work well enough.

I also had to create a more uniform policy for friends in contacting me.  That may be harder to fully implement, though. First, you should know this about me that only those close to me know well enough:  I HATE THE PHONE. I have pretty much always hated the phone (like since being a toddler), but I’ve wrestled with how to deal with that for most of my adult life.  I also didn’t have the right technology to deal with my phone aversions.  Screening calls was a godsend when we had answering machines, but the advent of voicemail on a cellphone didn’t allow that to happen.  Caller ID helps, but really my problem isn’t really the who. It’s the what.  I’m not a chatterer, so I don’t really care who it is: I don’t want to be on the phone unless I have to be.  I’m especially impatient with people who live near me. I will travel 2 hours to meet a friend by train and have lunch, but I won’t travel 2 seconds across the room to chat on the phone with a person who’s around the corner.  (I’m more forgiving with friends who are farther than a train ride away.) Has nothing to do with the friend or how I feel about the friendship.  It’s the phone!  So during this retrograde, I gave out my google phone number so I could text people more even from my computer than get on the phone at all. I also did something dumb until I got clear on what I’ve been doing.  I got a new and more expensive phone.  It hit me that I get high-tech phones to make being on the phone a more palatable experience.  But I can’t pretend anymore.  I so hate the phone. So I’ve explained to more friends that the best way to reach me is via email or text.  All I need are vectors–the where and when to meet.   Interestingly, this led to me meeting up with more friends. That felt good. In fact, my best friend and I hung out for the first time in months, instead of crossing paths or texting each other, at the US Open to see Federer fall and Nadal rise into the finals.  That was awesome!    How’d that happen?  You guessed it: by direct message on twitter, text or email.  I felt like these things had become real tools for live connections rather than substitutes.  I got clear that I can’t do anymore substitutes except for family and friends hundreds of miles away and even then none too much. I’ve got to accept that, and I guess they do too.

3) Name-calling might feel good in the moment when you’re aggressive, but it’s not progressive when you want to solve problems. So you gotta ask yourself as soon as you want to call anyone a name outside of their own in anger: do you want to feel good at someone’s expense or find peace at the benefit of you both?  And don’t get it twisted. I am not saying that you can’t or shouldn’t ever call someone out their name. I called Rev. Terry Jones, the guy who wanted to burn Qur’ans in Gainesville, FL, batshit crazy. I still feel good saying that.  But I’m a lot more resistant to calling someone anything except their name.

What did you learn during this Mercury Retrograde?

Celestial Screencasting: Virgoan Dreamgirls…

A friend of mine on twitter pointed out yesterday that all three leads in the movie version of “Dreamgirls” were Virgos. I thought that was interesting.

Beyonce Knowles: September 4, 1981, Houston TX (birthtime unknown)
Anika Noni Rose: September 6, 1972, Bloomfield, CT (birth time unknown)
Jennifer Hudson:  September 12, 1981, Chicago, IL

Anika Noni Rose, Beyonce Knowles, Jennifer Hudson

It’s also interesting that these beautiful Virgo women were born during the second decan of Virgo.  If we are using classical astrology, they were born during the Venus decanate or face of Virgo, which makes beautiful sense.  If you’re modern, you would see these ladies as born during the Saturn or Capricorn decanate of Virgo.  If you’re lost right now as I talk about decans, let me school ya.

Decans is breaking up a sign into 10 degree allotments.  A sign has 30 degrees, so it has 3 decans with a different planet having rulership over each decan. In modern astrology, the decanates are broken up by signs, starting with the sign in question and then proceeding to the next sign of the same element.  So, using the modern system, for the sign of Virgo, we would start with Virgo for the first ten degrees of a sign, then the next Earth sign from Virgo, which is Capricorn (whose ruler is Saturn), and finish the last 10 degrees with Taurus (whose ruler is Venus).   Classical astrology works with a different order for the planets as seen in the graphic above.  The thing to keep in mind is that decans/decanates give us greater detail on the quality of sign in question.  For these “Dreamgirls,” I feel the classic Venus decanate fits them better.  (But, of course, I would see it that way as I’m more of a classical astrologer anyway.)

With Beyonce, Anika and Jennifer all being born during the Venus decanate of while the Sun is in Virgo, it makes perfect sense that they would play women who rise and fall in the Venus profession of entertainment.  Virgo is a sign associated with wholesomeness and hard work. Venus, however, doesn’t thrive in Virgo, generally.  She gets too worn down by the fussiness, messiness, and pettiness surrounding the art rather than the work of  creating art or love itself–her real focus.  So this movie captures beautifully how Venus “falls” in Virgo, but has to regain her wholeness as Venus.  Considering how these three women are born during her decanate in Virgo, they were perfectly cast to tell such a story for this movie in triplicate.

If you want to figure out what you’re decanates are, you can use the chart above if you recognize the astro-symbols or this one:

Sign Domicile ruler Exaltation ruler 0-10 degrees 10-20 degrees 20-30 degrees
Aries Mars Sun Mars Sun Venus
Taurus Venus Moon Mercury Moon Saturn
Gemini Mercury N/A Jupiter Mars Sun
Cancer Moon Jupiter Venus Mercury Moon
Leo Sun N/A Saturn Jupiter Mars
Virgo Mercury Mercury Sun Venus Mercury
Libra Venus Saturn Moon Saturn Jupiter
Scorpio Mars N/A Mars Sun Venus
Sagittarius Jupiter N/A Mercury Moon Saturn
Capricorn Saturn Mars Jupiter Mars Sun
Aquarius Saturn N/A Venus Mercury Moon
Pisces Jupiter Venus Saturn Jupiter Mars

You will have to know what degree your planets are in, or at least how many days you are into the sign, if you’re just looking to understand your sun sign.  For instance, if you were born today, September 7, then you would be born about 14 degrees of (or 14 days into) Virgo by Sun sign.  You would be in the second decan of Virgo, which is Venus.  If you were born February 26, for instance, you would be born 7 degrees/days into the 1st decan of Pisces and you would have Saturn as your decan ruler. (Again, this is for your Sun sign. This may not be true for your other planets!)  So you might be a more serious Pisces (by Sun sign) than someone born 10 days later when the decan ruler is Jupiter.  This might help you understand why people born under the same sun sign behave differently, besides the fact that they may be born at completely different times, years and places.  Isn’t astrology wonderfully complex?

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