-
The journey into #Scorpio will start a lil different. Let’s start with the fact that I never wanted to be one. -
I am born on this mystical, mythical creature called the cusp between Scorpio and Sagittarius. It was a no brainer for me: I was a Centaur. -
If I had to select one. I mean, wouldn’t a sane person rather choose to be a Centaur than a bug? #Scorpio -
My brother is also a #Scorpio. (His birthday’s tomorrow.) We were both hotheads, but I was the more level headed one. I didn’t want to be… -
…be like him. Then I had my bout w/ fundamentalist Christianity, so I used to say that I was born under the sign of the Cross. -
The truth is that I didn’t know how to pick my sign. I read both descriptions and felt like both. I once coined the phrase, “Scagittarius” -
Well, I developed a crush on an older Gemini woman who was deeply into astrology. She didn’t play my love games, but was a good friend. -
I have to remember one day soon to write on the powerful connection between Gemini & Scorpio. There’s an astrological aspect between them for sure.
-
After getting to know me, she was convinced that I was a Scorpio. I was convinced she was nuts. She had her evidence, tho. -
I didn’t care. On a lark, looking for an occult book, I met Kofi, of Kofi’s bookshop in N. Philly. He was an astrologer. -
He asked about my chart. I didn’t know what that was. He offered to do mine at a reasonable rate. I agreed. -
He said I needed 2 60 min. tapes for the recording. I went. First 15 minutes sounded like BS, personally. Told me the easily deduced. -
And then it happened. He started talking about things, my family, that he couldn’t have possibly known. Then the #Scorpio arrived. -
“How do you know that?,” I said very sharply after being quiet for most of the reading. W/o missing a beat, he jovially elaborated. #Aries -
I definitely felt violated, but couldn’t understand how. I even said, “This doesn’t make sense.” Convinced that he picked up on some cue. -
I asked him if he knew my Gemini friend. Of course he didn’t. How could these symbols unlock family secrets or things like that? #Scorpio -
So…in typical #Scorpio fashion, I spent the next 10 years attempting to prove what he did was a trick. -
My astrology career is the net result of my failure and gives you a sense of what #Scorpio is really about. I am a 29 Scorpio. -
There is no such thing as a cusp when you know when you’re born. When you’re born at the end, you’re actually more the essence of the sign. -
In sidereal and tropical astrology, I will always be Scorpio. -
That’s something I also learned from that jovial #Aries astrologer. Bless him. -
Now, if u asked me to choose between being the Centaur or the bug, I would laugh at u. I would choose neither. #Scorpio is more than that. -
#Scorpio has at least 4 or five symbols to it. The #Scorpio is only the first face & most popular. #Scorpio has been symbolized by… -
..the Eagle, the Serpent, the Dove, the Lizard, and the Phoenix. I mainly use the Scorpion, the Eagle and the Phoenix. -
These symbols of #Scorpio represents different layers of being or evolution of #Scorpio consciousness. -
Some people like to divide #Scorpios into one of these symbols, but one has to be careful abt that. These symbols are not permanent, per se -
For instance, I definitely would consider #Scorpio Mahalia Jackson an Eagle, but that doesn’t mean that sometimes she didn’t have a sting. -
But let’s talk about #Scorpio consciousness, although this is also personal. It will reflect some things I’ve always wanted to share. -
#Scorpio is a sign of Mars. In modern astrology, it also seen as a sign of Pluto. I do not believe this, but #FYI. -
In #Aries, another sign of #Mars, we see that the energy of Mars is toward defining lines in the external world through sheer power… -
As a fire sign, #Aries will exhibit more of the Mars tendency to venture out and show forth his/her identity in clear terms. -
In #Scorpio, a water sign, Mars doesn’t show himself as clearly, but still seeks to define boundaries & make himself known. -
So in #Scorpio, we’re known for a passion, but we’re described as secretive. That’s Mars acting through the bubbly water. -
Mars never acts direct in a water sign. This isn’t because we just want to be secretive, but because of something else. -
#Scorpios live with the horror of wondering if the world is trustworthy. Can we trust the dark that we know we see around us? -
In this sense, #Scorpio is a response to #Libra, the sign before. With #Libra, we could depend on the rational to guide us out of the dark -
In #Scorpio, we learn that we have to face the irrational and the encrouching dark of the days with passion & courage. Reason isn’t enough. -
However, as a water sign, #Scorpio isn’t content to just the wage the battle outside. We wage the jihad (battle) within. -
This fabled intensity of #Scorpio is the world’s inability to understand that as we’re encountering the world, we are encountering ourselves -
Unlike #Libra, who weighs the balance to a null set, #Scorpio has no such recourse. All or nothing, baby. 24/7. -
This is usually the most difficult thing to understand about #Scorpio, even in small things. -
My mutable #Sagittarius partner has had to adjust to the fact that my concentration is all or nothing. It does not split like hers. -
For instance, there are dms and @ replies I see in my periphery. They do not exist until I finish my task. #Scorpio -
This is also why #Scorpios can be tough in love. When a #Scorpio is hurt, we don’t just break up with us. You DIE! You cease to exist. -
There’s a reason for this. We are born just as the dark of the night overtakes the light. So our consciousness becomes consumed w/ that… -
At its worst , this consumption about the dark or negative things can lead to obsessive issues of control or power. Fearing for one’s life. -
This is very real for #Scorpio influenced souls. #Scorpio believes that there’s a self to protect, like a true Mars child, but the hazard… -
…the hazard is that we may seek to protect ourselves on too many fronts, have too many fears about how we can be extinguished. -
The moment a #Scorpio realizes that there is something in him/her that cannot be extinguished than we move into #Eagle realms. -
We no longer have to live in the fear of the #Scorpion (arachnid), can transcend our limited awareness and freakin’ soar! -
But our eyes (internal or external) eyes are still attuned 4 seeing what’s not easily visible or what still lurks in the dark, like an Eagle -
This goes along with the notion that #Scorpio love secrets. Love is a strong word.Our minds are just made for what might be lurking around. -
The difference is between the #Scorpion phase & Eagle phase is that we aren’t looking out of fear, but for a diff. level of sustenance. -
Once a #Scorpio stops making this world his/her soul focus, then s/he can focus on other inner worlds or more transcendent worlds. -
#Scorpions can be very, very spiritual people, even if they don’t subscribe to any particular religion or idea. -
At bottom, #Scorpios are looking for the light while keenly aware of the darkness around them. -
When we catch more of a glimpse of the light–hope, love, divinity, whatever, and give intense focus to that, we move toward the Phoenix -
But you can catch a #Scorpion at any one of those phases in a day. Although the avg. #Scorpio usually stays w/in a range of phases. -
This concern about life/death or light/darkness is at the heart of the #Scorpio, processing both until one can transcend it. -
@sfreynolds I swear I came to an understanding last night how trying to protect yourself so much can be a destructive thing. cc @dcap -
However, there are some dangers with these concerns, beyond the ones I’ve enumerated so far. -
As a #Scorpio, I’ve always had mixed but mostly distasteful feelings about our reputations as ho’s of the #Zodiac. -
Some of this stems from an astrological misunderstanding, but some of it does fit in an odd way. -
Each sign of the #Zodiac rules a different body part. #Scorpio rules the gonads. Hence, its association w/ sex. -
However, sex is not the same as sexual organs. And why does #Scorpio rule the gonads? -
Because in the grand consciousness, #Scorpio represents the essence of preserving life and that’s what the gonads do. -
In the northern hemisphere, as we see everything around us dying, we also see life procreating. Trees are dropping seeds. #Scorpio -
This is an image that #Scorpio should contemplate often, because we can tend to focus on the dying part rather than the constancy of life. -
Anyway, the #Scorpio tendency is to become consumed, so it makes sense that we can sometimes become consumed by “our” body part. -
We get lured into the portal to “eternal life,” so many may seek to explore that portal of creation/creativity as often as possible. -
But it may not be for the same reason that our polarity, #Taurus, may explore sex, with pleasure in mind. We may do it for a personal… -
…personal sense of power, either from the act, from the person, or an admixture of both. -
Let’s be clear: #Scorpios can get off on power. (One way to keep the dark at bay.) -
For instance, if you have a #Scorpio child, you have to keep clear lines of power buttressed by reason not brute force. -
If you beat a #Scorpio too much, s/he will spend a lifetime finding other tools to beat you. Like a child of Mars, they want self-definition -
This taps into something that’s going to make some uncomfortable, but that I believe is true, based on my observations. -
#Scorpios can also be secretly or not-so-secretly one of the most arrogant/egotistical signs of the #Zodiac. We’re a proud people. -
Why? I’ve thought for several reasons. -
Remember, #Scorpios want power to be able to define themselves, but may not always know how to do that directly. -
So when #Scorpios achieve power, any kind of power, its merit bade of success. Some of the power is embedded in the sign itself. -
Let’s face it: a Scorpion, a tiny dispenser of death, is a pretty bad ass image. That’s why so many #Scorps have one somewhere on them. -
For instance, yours truly has a Scorpion/Phoenix tattooed on his rt. forearm, a big one! (Nothing in simple measure.) -
I have yet to observe a sign that has as much paraphernalia as #Scorpio. -
The other “reason” for the pride (and all its hazards) is that it can be used to buffer the ego against extinction. -
“Life would never crush something/someone who values herself this much!” #Scorpio, that’s a lie. #FYI -
Nothing ensures your survival, #Scorpio, except grace (or chance if you’re an atheist) & your spirit to shine on thru others. -
Okay, there’s more, but that’s my #hour of #Scorpio power. There’s lot more to share. I see questions. Let me get out of #Scorpio lock mode -
I have to say though that I have become fond of #Scorpio lock mode. I can’t imagine splitting my focus over soo much as mutables do -
I’m not knocking it. I understand it as an astrologer. But it’s hard to imagine it as my 1st choice of doing things. -
It is hard for others though, especially partners or friends who need attention. -
@sfreynolds For me these have been the most pertinent and amazing of all yr insights. Thank you for your time in doing this. #ScorpioRising